So, this blog.. not the happiest as ones that have focused on my neice and nephew (they are so ADORABLE!)
You see, I'm in the process of disolving a friendship. I say "in the process" because ths guy thinks the issues stems from only this past weekend's "brush off". When it really is from not only a summer of brush offs, but realizing the friendship has faded over the past couple years. (Blame the english major in me for the metaphor) It's like we used to be in the same book but different chapters. Now.. it's like we're in different books from the same author. We have similarities/shared interests, but not enough to keep the friendship intact. It sucks, because I considered him my best guy friend. It's not like I wanna lose a best friend, I find myself internally going back and forth questioning this, but I'm sick of the letdowns. I mean, only once I said "goodbye" to the friendship in a message to him, did he actually put plans out there for us to hang out. The last time we talked was when we ran into each other after I had a job interview, and then it seemed awkward, almost forced somehow.
Work is going well, at both jobs. Both ive momentary troubles, but that happens with any job. School starts up in a couple weeks for me. Should be an interesting last year in college. Then on to bigger and better things.
Sorry for such a brief post. Once all this mess is over with (whether the friendship is dissolved or somehow is kept going) I'll let you guys know. My question for everybody is, have any of you been in a similar situation?
3 comments:
many times over the last couple years. in 2 years i have said bye to 5 friendships, all that i disolved over not putting up with bs. the shortest one i had known for almost 4 years, longest was 15 and all i thought were good friends. You feel better after, you really do. Once you get over the hurt feeling used & feeling like you may have been wrong abotu this person, or thinking they cared.
that's kinda how it is right now. I sound like im not over it even though i am, but this "cleaning out for friends" started after the breakup a year ago. Were we all still cordial? yes, but there were "friends" of mine that i had little in common, so im letting them go. they were more friends of friends. Mike was my best guy friend. I just.. I just wish i knew there was an end in site, so i could "count up" how many were left, you know?
i understand totally, sometimes i wonder what i am going to be left with, is everyone going to disappoint & just use me, but then again i guess if we don't take those chances sometimes we will miss out on that 1 amazing person.
how is everything else going? you should make a post about your summer, you have been so busy! what about with the sisters? things any better with h? hows the neice & nephew doing? what are you taking in school? i don't know if you ever mentioned it but if you did i don't want to go back & find it lol.
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